Lux Æterna

Lux Æterna, Latin for ‘Eternal Light’, is a series of 57 paintings in which I follow the process of a man on his way to self-realisation, the highest of human needs.
This series gave me the opportunity to give expression to an ever-present longing for something to fulfil my heart and release me from the blindness of my ego. The story of the man is my own story and manifests my inner quest for Truth, Light and Freedom. The thematic repetition gave me the opportunity to deepen the technical aspect of oil paint and to experiment richly.
The poems have been written by Koen Van Damme www.devrijepen.be
Albedo
Oil on Canvas
30 x 40cm
Abyss
Oil on Canvas
30 x 40cm
Tempus Fugit
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Spira I
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Illecebra
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
dukkha
darkness
the soul gazes at itself
this suffocated glance at
undecided freedom
eyes robbed of sight
asking, begging, shouting
grasping the path
towards the light
deluded and lied to
by my own senses
no more surprises
only rigid love
veiled wonder lurks
a sigh, moaning into despair
desire captures fear
and darkness recoils
standing upright
closer to the light
becomes clearer my sight
for a while
when melancholy comes knocking
hope heavy as lead
locks up the mind
and then
Silence
Infierno
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
In Tenebris
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Gurges I
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Animus
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Illuvies
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Cataracta
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Gurges II
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
Elisus
Oil on Canvas
39 x 50cm
maya
insight sprouts
that diving in counts
that seeing mounts
my scattered mind
receptive to
that one thing with many names
after some rest
the swell is back
early freedom howls
viscous darkness growls
my body itches
the light does not see
you call yourself
you hear yourself
you become Yourself
nascent light flatters
internalized glance
finding meaning in darkness
starts inside
freed from their blindness
eyes do show up
in need of slowness
getting used to the lustre
glowing feels good
makes you forget
fresh confidence rises
out of shining earth
Caligo
Oil on Canvas
50 x 39cm
Reposo
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Invictus I
Oil on Canvas
65 x 87cm
Invictus II
Oil on Canvas
65 x 87cm
Fulgur
Oil on Canvas
120 x 80cm
Stultus
Oil on Canvas
120 x 80cm
Ondeia
Oil on Canvas
61 x 75cm
Fractus
Oil on Canvas
120 x 80cm

Ludus Dei
Oil on Canvas
110 x 150cm
Foetus
Oil on Canvas
72 x 93cm
Unda
Oil on Canvas
72 x 93cm
Scirpo
Oil on Canvas
72 x 93cm
Umbra Venandi
Oil on Canvas
105 x 62cm

Text
Inermus
Oil on Canvas
105 x 62cm




Quadriptych Agonia
Oil on Canvas
40 x 30cm (4 paintings)
Circumago
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
yoga
the dance
carried along
by the ten thousand things
the glance
travels
outwards from within
the space
a canvas
on which movements sing
the body
longing
for earth’s heavy spill
the world
squirms
as dynamic as my limbs
the Dance
unfolds
for ages until
the unique
infinitely sways
energy flows and says
forget time
all is alive
consciousness flows
as in dreams
Sepulchrum Domine
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Spiritu Sancti
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Aureus
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Via Lactea
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Fons
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Fulmen
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Cataclysmo
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Cirrus
Oil on Canvas
93 x 125cm
Tributo
Oil on Canvas
93 x 125cm
Aquarius
Oil on Canvas
110 x 150cm
Ardor
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Tabula Rasa
Oil on Canvas
80 x 50cm
Fragor
Oil on Canvas
65 x 87cm
Chaos
Oil on Canvas
105 x 62cm
Crudis I
Oil on Canvas
93 x 72cm
Crudis II
Oil on Canvas
93 x 72cm
dhyana
dhyana takes over
abundance prevails
clarity enchanted
inhale, exhale
igniting light
brisk as fear
time, lost in space
courage’s last frontier
seducing flow
demons dissolve
boundaries as memories
the lone wolf howls
thoughts are tamed
worries in flames
there is no tomorrow
just time as a game
now trust can grow
like cane on the shore
imagination grows
for light sets its goal
dimensions gaze along
slowing down the wood
let the journey begin
as open as it should
Lapsus
Oil on Canvas
75 x 120cm
Dissolutio I
Oil on Canvas
62 x 105cm
Dissolutio II
Oil on Canvas
105 x 62cm
Nymphea
Oil on Canvas
65 x 87cm
Flores
Oil on Canvas
72 x 93cm
The Burden
Oil on Canvas 100 x 180cm
The Current
Oil o Canvas 100 x 200cm
moksha
at lonely height
cosmic dance
eternal Light
mystic chance
subject and object
merging into one
infinite trust
I, alone, I’m done
the cycle unraveled
desire’s feeling blue
hope ceases to exist
infinity shows its list
the silence of the light
blinds every sight
not me but We
not they but Free